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Heart

November 12, 2007

31. 3. 1998~

In the depth of my heart and in the expression of my soul, cocooned like a pearl in the lips of an oyster. The key.

Moon shaped and milky coloured.

Worn smooth and silken after years of the outer shell breaking slightly and opening, closing,

tight,

shut .

I open again.

Let the tides of the moon wash over me. Let the rhythm of language restore me. Tell the tale of a heart no longer heavy.

Instead, one that flows with the knowledge of a deeper, truer love. That of the self.

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November 9, 2007

~Calling to Her~

Wild woman

Has Hybrid lore

Feral to the bone

Renewed each turn of moon tide

Her name is home

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~Tracking~

You lay traps for me

Shining things that caught another,

Polished with charm

Spring locked with anger

But I sense them

You think you see me,

outlined in some place

A chalk line

Etched

Naked

White against the stone

So you stalk

You wait

in stillness

You think you hear me

But I walk past you

You  seek me in your sleep

And in your dreams you have me

But I see through your chameleon skin

Beyond the words like polished stones,

each one well honed with usage ,

given to others to weigh their drowning.

 I take my leave of you

with empty pockets

 a free heart

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She says

Though you sense me I only come when you howl loudly

but when you laugh I am there also, for each moment

passes just the same no matter how you claw and gnaw at them.

Connected to all

I am

All

In the magic of the five senses

but especially in the sixth

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Something to Enjoy

November 7, 2007
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Collected tales of fey isle.

October 27, 2007

Prologue.
 Collected tales of fey isle. ( A work in progress) Grand Mother’s stories.
It is a well known fact that rats will leave a sinking ship. Their tails wormlike, slithering wet across the deck. They know by instinct to get out when the going is good.

I was told of a  storm that struck this Isle with such force that it is said  that it lashed the shores and changed its shape forever.  Waves that built their muscle and weight far out in the ocean, hit the shore with such a pounding that the Island seemed to creak and groan. The wind pushed and moaned at the wooden doors of the houses.

Branches scratched and clawed black fingers at windows.
Candles guttered, their flames sputtering in the wind sending out black puffs of smoke like distress signals as their small bright flames fought against the darkness.

Small children sharing a bed ,clung to each other beneath their quilts at the sound of the pounding wrath of the wind and rain; their faces lit up like small moons by the flashes of lightning.The waves worked hard, beaching great piles of seaweed and shingle, sculpting it into mountains of green sludge and stone. In the valleys lay giant bones of bleached driftwood, like dinosaur skeletons, scattered along the shoreline.

Then, the next morning , in the pale watery light when all was calm again, the shadows of the Islanders were seen, picking their way down to the sea. They searched the treasures of the deep, turning stones and scraping seaweed back from wood, examining the changes wrought by the storm. It was with this foraging along the shoreline in amongst the sludge and shingle that they found her.

She was curled around a stone, hugging it tightly to her chest. There was seaweed tangled through her hair and scattered everywhere around her were small delicate shells, looking for all the world like confetti strewn across her body.

Now it has been said that she was on board a ship that the Islanders themselves had tempted, brought to the rocks with great fires and wreckers greed. There were others who said the selchies  must have brought her, that the seal people took pity and pushed and nuzzled her to the shoreline.

Others said that she was of the blood of the seal folk but they had lost her in the great waves.

Of course there were dark mutterings that she was a witch and that she survived the sea, it left her, spewed her forth like some unfinished meal, unable to swallow her devilish skin. There were those folk who did not comment nor mutter; they just stared at her in a daze of wonder. They thought she was a gift from the sea, a miracle of salt and wind.

After the shock of finding the girl lying amongst the stones and the seaweed, the Islanders carried her body to the only person on the Island who knew any healing. The general opinion was that she was dead anyway, her body was cold to touch and her skin had no glow of blood pumping beneath it. She was lifted and  carried gently, by Calumn a local fisherman, who had claimed last year to have seen the selchie folk gathering on the rocks as he returned homewards at dusk.

He strode ahead of the little band of storm weary folk, the girls head lolling against his shoulder, her arms swinging loosely by his sides.
He watched her face closely as he carefully placed her on the wooden table and with great tenderness he asked if there was anything that could be done.

Strong hands took her from him, a voice told him to leave, but to come later with wood for the fire. He searched the gloom of the croft for the source of his instructions but could only see the dim outline of a small woman. As he left there looked once again at the girl where she lay, the miracle of the storm.